i will regret it for the rest of my life.
how could i let that happen?
even though i know my feelings, i shouldnt have done that.
where is it now?
where?
i swear i appreciate it a lot.
but it's missing. how could i lost it??
i feel like crying now.
will miracle happen?
will i find it again?
one hour passed. searching continues. but no where to be found.
i feel like a scandal now, i feel like i am the worst being in the world, i feel like i should just be shot down right now.
i feel miserable.
i guess i will condemn myself and it wont be erased from my memory forever.
what should i do now???
