welcome to my little world.
we went to Italiannes;]
basically just food, food & FOOD!!!
with lotsa LOVESsss=)))
&*the food served just couldnt wait to be photographed=p
so here they are!
me and stephanie's fav MASHED POTATO!!!!!LOL
fried mushroom salad~
mama's seafood baked rice=)
papa's green pesto olive spaghetti=)
steppe's grilled chicken chop=)
my crab-tomato pasta=)*not craP, hahaha*
the "loving" ones=)*sit closer sit closer~LOLss*
the "mashed potato" twinnies=pp
mummy happy birthday!!!i love you~=))
the funky fake couple~HAHAHA
i always enjoy the splendid precious hours spent with my family=)
although i come back home very often, sometimes i can still have bad homesick=(
especially when im alone and not in a noisy cheering crowd.and in a stressful situation.
it's really HOME SWEET HOME=)
so im fully utilising the pleasure and relaxation at home now.
haha since im still in recess week~
too relaxing until i barely study and catch up on next wed's test oh gosh!!
HAHAHA.
must buck up already mrs.blur sotong!!i find that im really slacking and doing nothing, couldnt seem to pick up the study mode!!=O
it's just so "not-me"~HAHA!
i dont feel much pressure right now, should i be happy that im stress-less now or fret that why am i having too much slack-ness when im not supposed to?haha
i wonder if anything wrong is happening in me=X
anyway i believe there must be pros and cons for staying at home rather than locking myself in hall and campus.LOL
but it all depends on myself on how to fruitfully maximise my time usage!
it's like so many things that are on my mind but i havent done or even started, yet my holidays are coming to an end=((*ish ish ish~~~*
ahhh i want my holidays back~~~
*i wish i can be like Hermione in HP, knowing how to reverse the time to complete two different things simultaneously*haha
procrastination kills.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
what a busy week!
never-ending and more&more crazy-making lectures n tutorials.
activities n stuffs.
in fact it's not as busy as what i expected others will be.
but seeing my forever slow-ness and blur-ness in doing and completing things, and continuing at this rate (i tried multi-tasking but never will do better than the others, haha), i certainly need more than 24 hours per day!*who doesnt wish anyway?haha*
monday labs. tuesday goodie-bag packing. wednesday whole day classes. thursday BS Day.
and talking about tuesday, i did a terribly stupid and unbelievable thing.
it might not be so OMG to other ppl, but it is definitely not an uncommon phenomenon in my dictionary. LOL
i forgot to bring my "utmost important" file to school!
it wasn't until when the bus almost reached LWN bus stop that i suddenly felt a heart-jerk and was "cursing" under breath that my forgetful-ness struck me again.
somewhat at this critical moment when i was definitely going to be late for 5 mins even if i brought my file and walked at top speed.
which is what i do everyday, haha, i mean to be exactly ON time for my classes, due to my slow-motion-mode in the mornings, and always rushing at rocket speed.
*leg muscles had grown inches i guess, not to mention the "pain" for walking too fast, haha*
so back to the story, lolx, in the end i decided that i musn't skip tutorials and i must bring my tutorial papers to class(since i was confirmed to be late, and it will be very weird too to be late and at the same time enter the class empty-handed) , in which i tried as much as possible to maintain my "clean" record, haha.
so i retreated to hall, by walking from LWN back to my "hall-sweet-hall 15*
hahaha.
and it was like so damn weird when i see ppl all walking in the opposite direction of mine.
everyone is heading quickly to their classes.
they might think why this girl was walking so frantically opposite the way to schools.
HAHA.
okay enough of my self-imagination=p
so after getting my super precious file, which so obviously lay on my bed(nah..), i took the bus again and reached my tutorial room 20-25mins late.
and they already discussed till the 4th question.
haha.
but luckily the tutor repeat explanation for the first few questions, definitely not purposely for me though, haha.(cos the tutorials always end early and the tutor feels like giving us more explanations so as not to end so early)
so this is the story.
i wouldnt want to let this happen again!
ughhhxx=ppp
haha.
and then on wednesday, the ICTF(international cultural and travel fair 2009) was held at nanyang audi.
it was an amazing bazaar!!!
booths from many countries, games to play, lucky draw, nice and unique exotic food, magic performances(the guy is awesome!!!he even showcased it right in front of us!!HAHA.mesmerized!), costumes trying and photo-shooting etc etc.
some pics to share=)
the indonesian costume=)
kazakhstan costumes~
the indian hyena(did i spell wrongly??)
it's like body-painting or tattooing=]
and today, due to N_ _ _ _ _ , me and jiashin had suffered long hours(i think around half an hour) of tiring walk from south spine-north spine-nie-hall.
just because that person asked us to go support.
wadduh.
okay i can understand that he's a so damn perfectionist, where he thinks we all subcoms must no matter what give our utmost support to our hall players and this spirit of patriotism and stuffs, but we are just like "ca-le-fe" over there!
unless we are very close friends or like very closely and tightly-knitted to them, i mean, we are late-comers and didnt get to really know them unlike they among themselves.
i didnt mean to be sarcastic or offensive or whatever, which i definitely wont do.
and we didnt even see him there!
okay maybe im just being paranoid and complaining, in fact i actually dont at all mind that we go support our very own hall players, who surely done us proud!but the thing is, we dont feel that we are at all needed there!
which is the sadest ever case.
could you imagine, you are in the midst of all high-spirited hall mates(who you dont recognised or know any one of them), cheering and having fun among themselves, it seems like you are just an invisible bubble there, vulnerable and alone and elusive.
and, what more was the bus was no longer available by the time we left!
so the poor me and jiashin need to walk all the way back to hall from src=(
jiashin has test tmr somemore omg~
for me, i SPOLIT my super duper triple "baobei" new shoes=((((
the long walk(or rather speed-walking)had seemingly taken a toll on it=(
poor thing!
scratches=((
i just bought it not long ago, it is not even a week's time!
it got scratched at the front part.TT
so i used the blue-highlighter to cover its scratches=[
but it is still there!so big a patch!
*heart-throbbing*
and not to mention my poor toes, red and swollen~
sighx.
however, all the hall dance performances were FANTASTIC!!!wooohoootsss~haha
anyway, i sang Bukan Cinta Biasa with ean wearn for the Talent-time in BS Day today.
though we didnt get the prizes, we won an experience!witnessed other very very talented singers in SBS too!
thanks ean wearn for duetting with me=)
and jiayou!
haha.
just that im still very disappointed with the management of BS club.
long story.
no personal grudges though.just as what i had said above.
i'm 公私分明=]
i can be strict in works and duties, but beyond that scope, we are all still friends and being helpful to each other, at least this is what i hope;)
haha.
i shall stop now to continue my work~
blogging for a long hour already=)
jiayou fenwei!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
In Love Again - Karen Kong
I'm still very in love with this song;]
a random search for songs reminds me of it, and memories flood in..
i like karen kong!!!!!
she really has a very sweet yet powerful and touching voice, that pierces through my heart when i listen to her songs.
how i wish i have a voice and techniques and singing emotions like hers~
smooth and flexible.
it's like tasting some creamy and rich in volume ice-cream.haha
the above version is her live performance i believe.not very clear though=(
Friday, February 13, 2009
the cat is overlooking the busy road underneath an overhead bridge.
suddenly had this funny and weirdo thought, what is the cat thinking??
missing its parents or spouser or kittens? thinking of food availability? worrying about the future?
or simply just enjoying the scenery and have nothing much in mind?
haha.
maybe that's why human being is superior of all the other living organisms on this planet.
we have all sorts of thoughts and feelings.
we think for ourselves and for each other.
we are full of emotions and expressivities.
if i ever given a chance to choose what kind of living organism i would be, will i still choose to be a human?
haha.
well, i thought i was getting too far carried away though.
hahaha.
crap.
okays anyway, as valentines day is just around the corner(it's tmr!haha), NTU is definitely filled with angels sending love~=)
not to mention all kinds of dedications and events=p
so i went with my friends for an event called VALENWINE and CHOCO AFFAIRS held at nanyang audi=)
basically u got to try all kinds of wines with just a voucher!!haha
with sheau yng the sweet&lovely girl=)
&&i received choco gifts from my dear friends=)
thanks!!HAHA=)
so may all of us, no matter the singles or couples, have a happy and awesome valentines day!!~~
love is in the air~~(:
Monday, February 9, 2009
i'm upset.
felt abandoned, unsupported, not being understood, or rather, being misunderstood.
why cant they just trust me?
give me faith and support rather than pouring me with all sorts of negative comments?
i'm a grown-up, sad to say, shouldn't i be doing whatever i am enjoying and at the same time take my own responsibility upon it?
i know sometimes it's truly hard to balance up time arrangement, and i absolutely know how a procrastinator i am, but, i'm telling myself, fenwei u can do it! and when the time is right, i will know when to give up.
or to continue, persevere.
isn't this a way for me to grow up? mentally and spiritually?
to be a mature youngster, and to know exactly what i am doing?
why cant they even trust me on this?
i know it is hard, but i try and hope and i know i can pull it through.
even if i fail, i know this is my own choice.
and i take it as a lesson, to keep moving on and excel in my own life.
am i still a child in cradle who couldn't even make a good and responsible decision for my own?
to take care of herself?
i know yes, sometimes i am just childish and immature and undecisive, but i hope, and i know, that once i have made a decision, ill try all means and my best to make it a good one.
and did they really give it a thought?
that is, a life wthout sociality and entertainment or rather, something that u really enjoy in doing, which can serve as a boost to study harder and harder, a life that one desires?
is a passive life, with no friends and things to do together, one that i would want?
did they really think that locking up myself in room and mugging all the time, a lifestyle that they want me to engage in?
and yes i know nothing is good when overdone.
so did i not try to make full use of my time for my activities?
i know most of the time i'm not a person that can fully and wisely divide my 24 hours, but did i not try to make it a reality?
i tried.
and so i know i wont be engaging in too many activities at a time, which i dont think i'm even doing one now, at least when exams are near.
but now, i just hope that i can do more, and enrich myself, when time is possible.
no one has ever had a second chance in everything, or perhaps, rarely.
even if there is, it wouldnt be the same anymore.
and once you have bypast them, u'll never know how regret u will be in the future.
i'm just very disappointed and depressed.
for their speech and whatever doubts they are harbouring in me.
i know they mean the best ever for me, but sometimes i just need some space to do things that i love, and i'll make sure that i do it properly and not letting it ruining me myself.
can they trust me on this?
i dont know.
im confused and saddened.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
These are the videos of my performances=)
after listened, i think i didnt do well TT, at least not as good as during practices*which is always like this~=((*i was nervous i know and my voice sounded weird=XX
haha, anyways, a BIG BIG thank you to a few of my friends who could make it to watch my performnce=)
thanks lots and im really really touched!!=))
so i'll definitely be more jiayou for my another upcoming performance on next tuesday around 12.30pm-1.30pm, which is the 歌咏午餐音乐会(:
im one of the performers and i'll be singing 会呼吸的痛 and 手心=))
hope everyone can come support and i'll do my best!!~~
hehe.
p/s: do comment on them and give me ur constructive opinion!=)
*be it sarcastic like simon cowell or sweet as paula abdul!hahaha;P*
anyway, i just came back from the MSA CNY Dinner held at Hall 12 Function Hall.
the performances were awesome!!
includng quadruplet piano piece performance(im not sure if i called it correctly, haha, it was played by two ladies), harmonica, wushu, lion dance, live band etc.
there was also the voting and prize giving for some interesting awards, e.g. the most eligible bachelor & bachelorette, the blur queen/blur king, the most lovey dovey couple, the best-rumoured couple, the sexiest guy / lady, the captain mugger etc..
it was hilarious.
too bad many of the only friends i know didnt come=(
and in fact i dont know many ppl there, so was feeling rather awkward and was behaving like a stranger there=S
as in dont know how to mix with the rest as most of them already knew each other.
this is the disadvantage of not having to join the FOC.sighx=(
hope the coming FOC(im gonna be one of the programmer subcoms)will be the chance for me to get to know more friends(:
the more the merrier, as the saying goes, hahaha.
then we can act very hyperactive and enthusiastic and be a crazy bunch of ppl~~
hahaha~
*nah i sounded like im crapping though=X hahaha*
but it's the truth im saying, really hope can get to know more nice ppl and friends=)
cos we are all malaysians~~!!HAHA
and oya, i tried chinese calligraphy, haha.
wrote a few phrases on those red papers, will upload the photos if possible=)
okay, i think that's enough.
was feeling tonnes of exhaustion.
and i need more sleep, more time to finish my scaringly-alot tutorials and lab report!gosh!
dont procrastinate fenwei!!!
nites everyone=)
have a sweet dream~
Monday, February 2, 2009
as time creeps by, CNY has finally come to an end.(more or less, haha)
nice food.
nice snacks.
nice gatheringss.
nice people.
nice festivals and celebrations.
nice fireworks.(i didnt play, just watch, lolxx)
nice tv programmes.
-relax-ing-
LOLxx.
my CNY this year was as usual, nothing very special.
reunion dinner on 除夕 and relatives visiting on 初一, both at pontian, pa's hometown.
but, i truly enjoyed the CNY Bainian gathering with my SSI friends=))
we played the mafia, gambled, eat&drink, chit-chatting and catch up with long-time-never-see friends.haha
there were MANY ppl attending : me,susu,tian,emma,haiching,shanlei,cuishan,huishan,xinyi,king,bra,ken,alex,mok,bon,sia,jitxiong,shengloong *i hope i didnt miss out anyone=X hahaha*
will try upload the pics once they are uploaded;)
hmmm, i miss chiamun though, so sad she couldnt make it=( *jiayou!she must be very busy over her final year project~AZA AZA!!=)*
nevertheless, it was great to meet up with old friends!!=))
&&all the very best to everyone!no matter which path we go;)
so yeah basically my new year was as described.
haha
oya wanna upload pics from my birthday last time.
it was kinda long ago though i know.
haha
cos i just gotten them=p
WITH MSA BUDDIES=)
say cheeessseee~
with the babes=)
with the hunks=p
with the late-comer.lol
with dearest roommie jiashin(:
WITH BS COURSEMATES=)
the ice-cream-like cake.hehe
thanks guys!
with the girls;)
with the guys;p
"huuuuu"~ lol *makes me think of 我要呼呼..bwahahahah~
make a wish=))*may all dreamss come true*
kla, i think that's all.
im deprived of sleep.yawnnzzzzzz~~~
jiayou fenwei!
buck up!
dont procrastinate!
=p