welcome to my little world.
i wonder if anyone ever feels this.
when exams come nearer and nearer, apart from rising stress level, the mind tends to wander and gets distracted easily, and prone to become emotionally-laiden.
this is what happened to me.
i tend to think more (not academically though=X), or rather stone/day-dreaming more often than i usually do.
perhaps it is the boredom from all the books and notes that put me off.
perhaps my mind and brain automatically tries to shut off things when i eagerly try to squeeze all the info into it.
and,
i become more emo than usual.
i feel like im standing alone in this battlefield.
once saw a good line, (not too sure if all the words are correct)
"You and I, me and you, and all the rest, we are all living together, but we live alone."
i cant agree more.
as i grow older, as i see and experience more things,
i cant help but to realise some of the cruelties in this world.
we cant escape.
unless we are dead.
but even if we are dead, they still exist.
what brings me to type all these out, i have no idea.
no particular reason, just some sort of emotional let-out, out of no where.
sometimes i wish i could be a simple-minded animal, then i dont have so many things to worry about.
and,
i feel emptiness ballooning inside me.
i dont know why.
but it is just there.
i feel that i am not loved and concerned.
but that isnt true i know, i still have family and friends.
haha
probably just a weird part of me which i cant comprehend.
well,
stop all these emo-ing please,
focus on the study fenwei!!!
*dont waste time!*
lol
and good luck to everyone having exams now!
take care~~~
especially in this rainy reason
just something random...
-"please dont cry, because i cant see your tears in the rain"-