welcome to my little world.
i thought my blog was dead.
since long time ago.
because i have no time to post,
because i have no reasons to post,
and because i dont know if there's anyone out there who is willing to spend some time reading my posts.
nevertheless, those are not important.
i have always treat here as a place, of my world, to express some of my thoughts and feelings when i dont know where and who i should direct them to.
*sounds like this is a place to voice out all sorts of my negative feelings haha*
yup so anyway, have been busy with school club activities past few months, apart from heavy schoolworks this semester.
first time being a social secretary in my school club, alot to tell but i have no idea where to start off..
i have learnt alot, know new friends,and it wasnt easy at all.
but, im glad that i have chosen this path, even though it is never a smooth one.
i have faced things i have never encountered before,
i have braced myself to make decision,
i have learnt my weaknesses,
and i have also learnt to trust myself and never lose faith with what i have decided.
again i have to thank everyone who have helped me alot along the way,
when i feel sad and streesed and on the brink of losing out,
i know i have to face this alone, and no one else except me, have to hold upon the responsibility,
but amidst all these,
i have seen helping hands.
not all but i know they are there.
and what more? i have survived!=)
and i know i wouldnt repeat my mistakes.
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again, here comes the exam period.
and again, i feel so unmotivated, compared to last time i dont know why.
but i have to work hard, this semester is really tough!
fenwei you must jiayou~~~
F O C U S !!!
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and, some kinda feelings have been spreading in me.
i wish that i could get rid of them.
they are unhealthy.
they make me differ from my true self.
they make me confused.
they make me couldnt concentrate on what i am supposed to do but sailing away in a wrong direction.
"there wont be any interception between two worlds"
i am not supposed to believe in fairy tales and fancy dramas.
i should wake myself up.
no worries, i think i can.
*to laugh it off, im still the mighty fenwei after all isnt it?~
it will go away.
at least that's what i think.