i shouldnt really picked this ultimate critical moment to fret over things.
have test tmr.
i better try to turn in early and shut off all the negative thoughts.
it's really a bad day.
or rather i make it one myself, i guess.
i just couldnt figure out how and why am i reacting this way.
how can i let a person to have such a huge impact and influence on me?
wake up fenwei~
please knock all the insensibility or irrationality away from my head.
i shouldt be doing this.
ahhh~
sometimes i just wish if i were a simple creature without any complications in mind and thoughts.
no troubles.
no doubts.
还真是有点可悲.
but again please do well for the test tmr fenwei~
i needa fix my neurones all back into the right places for me to function normally.
gosh.
