welcome to my little world.
top 10 reasons for why cant i stand myself these days??
1. i couldnt stand my blurness
obviously i had lab at 230pm today but i misread the timetable as 330pm, i was running through my mind that i had lab at 330pm instead of 230pm. so i ended up late 15mins to my lab=S *sorry shuhui~~*
2. i lost my appetite
i have been running low for food appetite since few days ago. have no idea what has gone wrong. not only in the morning, but as well as lunch and dinner. i felt very full and had tinge of feelings to vomit even i have only eaten a little bit compared to last time.
3. i ended up regretting taking 23AU
why shouldnt i follow the majority who only took 20AU?i think i must have this thought of committing suicide just before add drop period ended. now regret also no use=(( the only way out is keep going on. and be more hardworking:( *this makes me think of the poet i once learned--the road not taken-- lol*
4. i procrastinate!*just too much*
i dont feel like studying these days. or more accurately, since school started. lol. at this rate, im afraid i wont be able to survive=( cos not only my studying speed is terribly slow, my memory deteriorated, i think i wasted alot of times online-ing and watching shows :[
5. im always slow, and late
this applies to my eating speed, or basically in everything i do. i thought i had improved on my eating speed, since a studying in spore, but sadly, this is not. and i wake up late, late for class, sometimes accidentally but more often is that i tend to knock off my alarm and head back to sleep =p
6. im too timid to voice out my opinion
sometimes is due to my timidness, or rather, i chose to keep quiet most of the time. mostly it's not that im shy, but i have no creative idea to contribute=( *good luck and jiayou for later! the first meeting here in which im the vice-chairperson, just a small one=) &&i hope i can be more active in class or any discussion group, i dont want to be like a nerd!!!=(
7. more exercise please! dont be lazy!
reduce body fats!=[ have a healthy lifestyle. walk more. sleep more. *it says that ppl with lesser sleep are easier to gain weight=X * also to have better concentration during lessons.
8. i dont spend time wisely. i should make better judgement.
everyone has 24 hours per day. why i always find it not enough??? i stopped halfway for my fav storybook-twilight series and korean drama-iljimae.TT be rational~
9. new year is few more days but i have not done enough shopping=(
i have not bought my new year footwear:( there are alot of things i wanna buy~ but maybe im too fussy until ended up with nothing=X
10. i spent half an hour, or more, sitting in front of my laptop, thinking of the tenth reason, but i couldnt think of any!!UGHhhh...