welcome to my little world.
a new semester has begun.
and here i am, starting to get busier, get lesser and lesser sleep, get bombarded by the idea of future unforeseen stress and uncertainties.
i felt blue for no reason today.
but not actually for no reason, i believe there is, just that ppl dont always wanna admit it and i hope things will turn out fine and i'll be okay.
im looking cheerful and bubbly as normal as i can, but deep down, something hidden inside me which i cannot explain bothered me.
what's wrong?
i have no idea.
i guess maybe i have been living all this while under this kind of strange mentality that i almost got immune to it and thus doesnt really go and think about it.
i cannot focus well, im always one.
at this rate, i wonder am i be able to survive this semester of 23 AU.
suddenly i feel evrything just doesnt go quite right.
i started to feel abit of regret but there is nothing i could do but to carry on.
fenwei is being very pessimistic and negative.
yet she projects an image of happiness and carefree.
at least sometimes.
ironic..
okay i shall not dwell on it for too long.
i have been neglecting my health and i actually got scared when i dont have any appetite today.
probably was because today was the first time i have overslept too much and missed the first 10 mins of the lecture.
wake up fenwei~
wake up from all the blueness and tomorrow is gonna be yet another shiny bright day.
be strong.