welcome to my little world.
i hate making decision.
especially when im facing choices in a dilemma.
now i understood what do ppl mean by it's always easier to be said than done.
*pls pls what i can do now is pray for the best*
there are lotsa things on my tiring mind right now.
studies, friends, electives, timetable, exam schedule, cca, etc etc
mixed feeling indeed.
i wonder why my mood swings like this second im laughing and being crazy, the next moment im down with blue symdromes and wrapped myself up.
i dont know what to do, how to do it even if i know the way out.
show me the way, can anyone?
i know the ultimate decision is in my hand and i have to bear responsibility upon it.
so should i depend on the unknown luck now, or to give up totally?
现实永远总是那么残酷
i agree.
hope for a better tomorrow~
p/s: got myself a free goodie bag which i think weighed around 1kg *just being exaggerate, lol, but it's really heavy and contain alot goodies!!!* from Nanyang Arts Festival today. was quite a new experience as i did a health check up, by just using their sophisticated weighing machine, and having some promoters to promote their healthcare products after the check up (oh no im over-weighed and have too high body fats, TT, need more exercises). besides, there were awesome jazz performance, diabolo and a few that i missed. there were also lotsa small cute stalls selling various artworks like designed clothes, notebooks, bookmarks, keychains, accesories etc etc. and i got caught red-handed by the tutor in jap class as i attended it without prior registration (obviously im super fed up and vexed and frustrated and giving-up-hope and headache over all these electives stuffs). so embarassed but luckily no one else except me, tutor, and my friend know.=S
do u believe in destiny?*random*