welcome to my little world.
countdown.
three more days to the start of my semester1 exams.
been very busy studying over these days.
sighx~
till a stage where there isnt any mood left for studying and met a kinda bottleneck situation..
loneliness especially when roommie jiashin is not here with me this weekend.
she went back..
though we dont keep talking in room as normally after we back in room, we would start doing our own stuffs, but the "invisible" companionship is there when she's around.
at least u know someone is there.
and pia-ing and mugging for exams..
no matter how i study, my speed is always "under optimal".haix..
study too slow is one thing.
but i always cant remember well sth as i need to read more times for sth new to be actually absorbed into my mind.
but the thing is, i dun have enough time..
*this sounds ridiculous but it's true in my case, haix*
seeing that the test dates are coming nearer and nearer and seem to overwhelm me, the more i feel like finding other leisure and entertainment amidst my studying..
eg like watching anime and shows, chatting on msn, online-ing etc!
HAHA
as a kind of relaxation=)
but mb it's because i still havent really adjusted to the lifestyle here,
plus i go home like for almost once a week,
the prospect of perhaps need to stay here for like nearly whole month kinda bother me..
haha
it's like having a dilemma.
want to go back but it's like a waste on time and effort in transporting to and fro while can make use of time to study or do other stuffs, and also the reason that, i dont study much but instead play and sleep alot at home!!HAHA
but if not going back, it's kinda boring here.
like no one to talk to u, *except the eating times with friends*, u r locked and isolated in a room with four walls plus "a window" *as if it matters, haha*
though i can actually concentrate better this way
just that easy to fall asleep=X
whenever mummy daddy video-calling me through msn, just feel like flying over back home..
haha.
n dont know why always have this kinda feeling of crying though i dont show up..
guess im still just a little child, wanting to grow up and be independent but still wanted to be protected under papa mama.
haha
kla just a post to vent out my feelings
been wasting some time here and there!!
need to rush up already!
im way behind otheresTT
jiayou fenwei!!!
all the best to everyone too!!!