welcome to my little world.
this is way too COOL~~
gosh!LOL
u guys should check this out!AMAZING~
*magic magic*haha
*this one is making me feel soo hungry~rameeennn~~haha*
three down, two more to go~
12:35 AMhaha.
finally..
left two papers!*which are also the hardest=(*
LOL
now just trying to take a break and get alive~haha
must really make full use of the remaining 9-10days.*as i tend to slack more than concentrate with computer around, haha*
hmm today's org chem was quite okay, at least better than the last two which i totally messed it upTT
managed to finish except one synthesis que, the annoying part was that until the last minute only the solution like popped up into my mind, and by that time, the invigilator already stood by my side to collect my paper~
ish..
haha
alot ppl are saying that this paper was easy though=X
i find that keeping a clear mind and be calm is of utmost importance before entering exam hall..that's so true..haha,,rather than trying to squeeze all info last minute, like what i did last few papers=(
so yeap let's pray that the same occurs for coming ones=)
oya btw, last saturday we classmates had an appointment with one of our org chem lecturers-Dr.Eric to ask question
frankly, i have never met such a nice lecturer, who are willing to spend his saturday, went to uni, just to help us to solve our problems..
really really thankful to him..
*hope that i really did score well today, at least as sth like a gift for his willingness to teach and guide us=)*
he even ate lunch at canteenA with us~
LOL
&that was the first time i tried the famous Indonesian Panggang which all my friends are suggesting me to try that out because it's so "irresistable".HAHA
and true enough, its grilled chicken chop was nice and yummy~haha
then while eating, we chatted all the way with profesor until we almost forget the time..HAHA
he's indeed helpful and let me think of that kind of "papa" feeling..
LOL
heard from my friends that he's from Hong Kong, at first i thought he's Singaporean.haha
kla, that's all for now=)
kampate!!
loves=) 
~~~HSM3
~~~Vampire Knight Guilty
nites..*yawnxxx*
Thursday, November 13, 2008
first day of exam..
1:33 AMfirst day of exam?
wouldnt wanna make it like a BIG deal..
*hey yeah who doesnt have tests and exams before huh??*
haha
but it really matters ALOT now.
cos i TOTALLY SCREWED UP today's intro bio and econs..=(
sighx.
no point crying over spilled milk, there is no need to remind me of this.
but..
im really disappointed with my performance today.TT
alot studied already but forgot almost all of them during exam.
what happened to my brain??
*seriously having brain deterioration now..*
i guess maybe i was too stressed up, cos after the tests, when i tried to think back, i actually remember some of the stuffs i should have written down in the papers..
and yet i couldnt remember a single word today.
to be truthful i was panick-ing during the exams..
cos always not enough time to finish..
and true enough, this is what happened today
somemore i was late for both tests like for 5mins?*FAINT*
one was i didnt know they already started as my watch obviously slower than theirs=X
another was i couldnt find the entrance to the BIG exam hall!*eye-rolling*
so by the time i settled down, some precious time was gone..
i could have done better.
i have never felt this kinda discouragement during my entire schooling times.
something must have gone wrong in me..
im really scared and dare not to think of the day to get my results.
*i dare not i dare not~*
what to do?i can only pray and do the best for all the coming exams..
2-3more weeks to go~
*fenwei must get back her spirit and study hard!!*
just hope that i wont be so forgetful anymore!
*im really such a procrastinator, till i always not enough time to finish things that i wish to complete in time.GRRRRR~*
and to "de-stress", i just watched downloaded HSM3!!!!!!
incredibly nice!as im such a HSM craze~HAHA
they were really awesome!!!
energetic and uniform dance choreography, catchy sing-along songs, loving and sweet couple of troy and gabriella, wonderful and happily-ever-after ending~
ALL ARE GREAT!!
kenny ortega is really a great director of this musical, not to forget the enthusiastic and fun and passionate bunch of teenagers!!
=D
*i would end my night today with sweet dreams on HSM~*HAHA
im just "over"-exaggerating!haha
okay.
promise myself to work hard for the coming org chem test!!
*i already seeing the huge amount of chemical mechanisms coming my way~~*
my brain, pls be prepared..
=S
XD
Saturday, November 8, 2008
--exam mood swing period--=X
11:25 PMcountdown.
three more days to the start of my semester1 exams.
been very busy studying over these days.
sighx~
till a stage where there isnt any mood left for studying and met a kinda bottleneck situation..
loneliness especially when roommie jiashin is not here with me this weekend.
she went back..
though we dont keep talking in room as normally after we back in room, we would start doing our own stuffs, but the "invisible" companionship is there when she's around.
at least u know someone is there.
and pia-ing and mugging for exams..
no matter how i study, my speed is always "under optimal".haix..
study too slow is one thing.
but i always cant remember well sth as i need to read more times for sth new to be actually absorbed into my mind.
but the thing is, i dun have enough time..
*this sounds ridiculous but it's true in my case, haix*
seeing that the test dates are coming nearer and nearer and seem to overwhelm me, the more i feel like finding other leisure and entertainment amidst my studying..
eg like watching anime and shows, chatting on msn, online-ing etc!
HAHA
as a kind of relaxation=)
but mb it's because i still havent really adjusted to the lifestyle here,
plus i go home like for almost once a week,
the prospect of perhaps need to stay here for like nearly whole month kinda bother me..
haha
it's like having a dilemma.
want to go back but it's like a waste on time and effort in transporting to and fro while can make use of time to study or do other stuffs, and also the reason that, i dont study much but instead play and sleep alot at home!!HAHA
but if not going back, it's kinda boring here.
like no one to talk to u, *except the eating times with friends*, u r locked and isolated in a room with four walls plus "a window" *as if it matters, haha*
though i can actually concentrate better this way
just that easy to fall asleep=X
whenever mummy daddy video-calling me through msn, just feel like flying over back home..
haha.
n dont know why always have this kinda feeling of crying though i dont show up..
guess im still just a little child, wanting to grow up and be independent but still wanted to be protected under papa mama.
haha
kla just a post to vent out my feelings
been wasting some time here and there!!
need to rush up already!
im way behind otheresTT
jiayou fenwei!!!
all the best to everyone too!!!