FINALLY,
yeap it's really finally..
im entering uni
and u know what?i gotta arrive at NTU latest by next monday!!
gosh..
everything is like soo rushed and i havent even gotten my mind prepared yet..
both physically and mentally and emotionally..
but i'll try to!
to do my best, to be independant, to be well-prepared.
it's like few days ago i was still relaxing and mind-holidaying, and then out of a sudden i got the offer from NTU and gotta be a uni student real SOON.
it's like im the last to apply but the first to enter uni
like what shanlei said, yesterday was just chatting on msn with me and then next monday im going uni~
and the farewell gathering with yy, now has become the last outing of me with my union gang girls~~
HAHA
despite the instinct excitement, happiness and relief that i have finally been accepted by a good uni(cos i was rejected by NUS few days ago tooTT), i still cant help but to feel the nervousity, afraid and a future with lotsa uncertainties and challenges which await me..
im quite scared deep down..
will i be able to survive and adjust to a new environment?
make good friends with new people?
catch up with studies which i have been left behind(cos they already started lessons couple of weeks ago)?
lead an independent and self-discipline life onwards?
lots&lots of thoughts flooded my mind..
but i have to be strong i know, to be able to survive and learn..
i must have faith and belief in myself!!~~
*pray for the best*
anyway, i have been "super duper quadruple" busy these few days.
as u might know that there are mountains of things and preparations to be done.
what more that im sort of a late-comer into the uni!
where everybody else has already settled down..or going to..
haix..
and i missed the orientation!!
which is only held once in a person's "uni lifetime"..
i guess that'll be the thing which i'll regret when i come to reminiscience of my uni life the next time..haha
i might not be able to blog for some time..
just hope that everything goes smooth for me:)
*pray hard pray hard~*